Friday, June 5, 2009

Hols...bleargh

Its the holidays, so called, anyway. I told myself 'fuck the homework' and now i have NOTHING to do =___= Boredom boredom boredom...And i hate being at home all the time. Makes me freaking depressed. Officially repeated, i hate life.


~Why~
Even the leaves of autumn
Has filled the empty streets
Why am i standing here
Feeling all this pain
Feels like i'm crying in the rain

Why
Do i feel like i need you
Why
Do i miss you so much
Why
Do i see you
Why
Are you hurting me
Why
Why
After all this time
Why
After all that pain
Why
Are you still in my dreams

Please please stop the pain
Please don't hurt me again
Please don't stay
If you plan to go away
Please
Please don't say hi
If you're gonna say goodbye

Why
Do i feel like i need you
Why
Do i miss you so much
Why
Do i see you
Why
Are you hurting me
Why
Why
After all this time
Why
After all that pain
Why
Are you still in my dreams

Please please stop the pain
Please don't hurt me again
Please don't stay
If you plan to go away
Please
Please don't say hi
If you're gonna say goodbye

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